Hello again, blog.  I'm very sorry for neglecting you, and I really have missed you.  The reason I have not visited you in awhile is not just the reason that many of my friends have assumed. 

I think I'm finally done being sick every other week, and I think I may now better luck sorting through the many conflicting feelings that have been racing around in my head. 

To my readers: I'm sorry for not the lack of posts for you to read.  I am hoping to get back on track now. :)